Feeling very proud of taken part of the Spectrum Night Walk in London for the National Autistic Society, it had been an amazing atmosphere and very well organised and everyone was very supportive, and even if I was in a wheelchair most of the time due to a sprained ankle, and I did walk with … Continue reading London Spectrum Night Walk and feeling very proud of it →

I know I already said this but I just want to thank everyone for all the help and support over the past couple of weeks and I'm sorry if I'm being a grump and not being useful ... I will confess I am not used to sitting for a long length of time, and I … Continue reading Thank you →

Over the past week I have learned that not everything can be rushed or happen straight away (Depending on what's going on). Sometimes you just have to be patient with some things in life to make certain things happen, like with my sprained foot it does look better but I can't fully put pressure on … Continue reading Patience →

Just to clear things up ... The last 4-5 weeks I've had quite a lot of down moments, with forgetting the simplest of jobs at work because I was excited about what's going in my free time. I've been off for a week to calm down and came back to work scared because I thought … Continue reading Feeling unsure →

Is it ok to feel scared ... of course it is. Being brave isn't the same as feeling scared, being brave is about what you do even when you do feel scared. Also admitting your scared can be hard, if your on a Autism/Asperges spectrum you may see why. Even I don't like to admit … Continue reading Being Brave is not the same as feeling scared →

As you know I have my Spectrum Night Walk very soon and my next cruise in 5 months I can honestly say I am very looking forward to it all, and also I have something else coming up in July which involves Willow and more about it maybe revealed after the Night Walk, but if … Continue reading Exciting times ahead →

Recently I have been asked why I had this tattoo on my right wrist. The reason is because these 4 coloured puzzle pieces are a symbol of Autism Awareness, and I thought instead of them as a square, why don't I chance them connected but as a wristband, and to me it feels like having … Continue reading Puzzle pieces Tattoo →

Other the past couple of days I've learnt something. Yes I do have some very exciting adventures on the way (One of them is with Willow) but if I do get myself carried away it can cause a sensory overload, which can effect with what I am doing both at work and at the stables. … Continue reading Not changing myself, but changing my approach in life →

Firstly sorry for me not being myself these past few days but I think I know what the cause maybe. Has anyone else have autism experienced this, that feeling when you get overexcited that it controlled you? I do have many exciting adventures lined up for this year and I am really looking forward to … Continue reading My point of view →